So the year is fast coming to an end. Personally, I didnt even realise how this year pasesd. It has been an eventful year. From discovering new aspects of my human form to leaving another relationship behind to faltering at so many decisions to bouncing back again with a bang to endless fights with the world to what not. I wouldnt call this year a good year for sure. The amount of disappointment I have faced in this year, I think I havent ever before.
And now there is a blank space.
A BIG BLACK BLANK SPACE.
The next year is soon going to start and I shall soon be receiving my degree in political science. What is the way forward for me? what do 1 want to do ahead? 1 sure as hell dont want to be working in a government office so well, no civil service examinations for me. What I really want to do is journalism. But should I do it? I want to do something for the society. But should I do it? I want to dance and become a professional dancer. But should I do it? I want to finish my french diploma course. But should I do it? WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I DO?
YES, I am a 20 year old confused with my life currently. I never thought I would reach this stage. as much planned as life can be, I dont think it ever goes according to the plan.
All i want is the BLACK BLANK SPACE to give way for some colour and paint.